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On today's episode, I have invited my brother in Christ, david Libby, back to the show.
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You might remember him as my Season 3 opener guest.
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He discussed his family's heartbreaking journey through the chronic illness that is Lyme disease.
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On this episode we are discussing some issues within the idea of a healing ministry.
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He has been doing his homework on this topic and he is ready to share his findings with you all.
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So I hope you are ready Before the episode starts.
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Well, hello again, david.
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I'm so excited to have you back on the podcast.
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We're going to talk about an amazing topic today, but first, before we start talking about the topic of healing, I would like you to share with our audience, who isn't familiar with who you are.
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Just give them a brief overview of who is David.
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Okay, well, thank you, anna.
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I'm awfully glad to be back.
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It's such a privilege to be back on your show.
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And before I talk about myself, let me talk about you for just a second.
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I love what you're doing.
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This is amazing.
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You're actually broaching some very important subjects.
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I think the church needs to hear what you have to say and I think the church needs repentance in many quarters, and I hope that people will hear what you have to say and will take it very seriously.
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You know God's Word is our standard, but we're not making up our opinions out of whole cloth.
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We're getting them from God's Word, so, anyway.
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So who is David Libby?
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I live in central Maine, a very rural part of the country.
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I'm a logger by trade.
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I cut wood for a living.
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I'm an outdoorsman.
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I live very close to the earth, but I also love to study.
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I love theology.
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I've been an elder in the church for many years.
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I grew up in the OPC, the Orthodox Presbyterian Church, which shouldn't be mistaken for the PCUSA, the very liberal we split off from them, a doctrinally sound church, and I love theology and I love philosophy.
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Published a book recently that tells the story of my family's struggle with chronic illness and then answers some of the hard questions around a life of suffering.
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You know, how could a sovereign God be, how could there be a sovereign God in a world where there's so much suffering and that sort of thing?
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And then I've got another book that is going to be out, I think Bible, the first, the year.
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It gives a philosophical defense of the Christian faith.
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I believe that, or biblical worldview.
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I believe that we can know with certainty that the God of the Bible exists because of the philosophical impossibility of the contrary.
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And that demands five hours of explanation, which I'm not going to do right now, but that book will also be available.
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The name of the first book is A Different World God's Sovereignty in the Face of Suffering, and I think the name of the second one, unless I come up with a better name in the next couple of months, is going to be Apologize Without Apologizing.
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Give a defense without being embarrassed about it, I guess I love that.
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Nice, I like that.
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Thank you.
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Well, I'm excited to read that book.
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I liked your first book, so I'm definitely excited to read that one, and I love the title it's brilliant, Well, thank you Anna.
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Thank you so much for the kind words.
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Thank you for the kind words too.
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I really appreciate it.
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Well, you're welcome, I'm so glad you were able to come on and talk Well yeah, thanks for the opportunity and you're very welcome for the kind words.
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They are very sincerely meant and you know you are, you know you're putting a target on your own back.
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You know a lot of people aren't going to necessarily like some of the things that you have to say, but they're very important.
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So, you know, we we fight the good fight and we keep our eyes on the Lord Jesus, we count the cost and we don't concern ourselves with anything beyond that Right.
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Yeah, exactly, yeah, all right.
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Well, let's jump into it.
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We're going to talk about the subject of healing, and no one better can I think of to have on than you, because you and your family have dealt with a chronic illness of Lyme disease.
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So why don't you share with us a little bit about how your wife and daughters their journey, of how they've been coming over it and any information that you have for us pertaining to healing?
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Like did you go to a healing ministry for anything?
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Did you know anything and think that going to a healing ministry might actually help you?
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Well, no, we didn't go to any healing ministries.
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My family was very, very ill for many years and you know they're doing a little better now, but we had very, very dark times.
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I guess by the time I found myself in this situation I was able to see through these healing ministries.
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I believe I was wooed by the Word of Faith culture back when I was a teenager and I found that it didn't work very well for one thing, but I also since learned and I had questions even then that they really couldn't answer about what God's Word teaches about things like trials and afflictions and illness and so forth.
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We see healings in Scripture.
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God is certainly capable of healing.
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He's just as capable today as he was then.
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I'm not a cessationist.
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I don't believe that miracles only happen at a certain time in history and can't happen again.
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But he doesn't owe us any kind of supernatural healing.
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And that's the difference between what we find in, I believe, a correct view of healing and a view of healing that we would find in those word of faith circles where they see that healing is something that God has promised us, when I don't believe that it is.
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He's actually promised us that we will have trials and afflictions in this life.
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Well, I guess he has promised healing.
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If you want to look at it from an eternal perspective, the day is coming when there will be no more sickness, no more illness, no, more pain, no more sorrow.
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Yeah, yeah, exactly.
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Yeah, but it's not in this life.
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We long to see that in this life, but we aren't guaranteed that we will receive that.
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So you know we didn't.
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Yeah, I think that's where people go wrong.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Well, in fact, the Bible has told us in many places that God gives us trials and afflictions for our benefit.
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James 1, verses 2-4 come to mind.
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You know, count it all joy when you experience various trials.
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These trials are given to God for your sanctification.
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You may be perfect and complete.
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I guess a view of healing that would say that healing is guaranteed and something that we should kind of make our main focus is really short-sighted and is missing the greater blessing that God's Word promises us.
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Wouldn't you rather have sanctification?
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Wouldn't we rather be molded into his image, experience the eternal benefits that come from sanctification, rather than the temporary benefit of being delivered from a toothache or backache or whatever?
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Yeah, I think one of the issues is that people have no desire to feel anything negative anymore.
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Yeah.
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We should want to.
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The Bible tells us we're going to suffer, especially as Christians.
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But because of the fall of man, there is suffering, there is heartache, there is bad things that are going to happen.
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The Bible says Jesus said to Adam and Eve you will toil in labor.
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You know all these things.
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He's telling us from the very beginning that we will suffer, we will have issues because we chose to sin.
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And nobody wants to handle that, nobody wants to deal with it, nobody wants to have even, you know, a slight boo-boo on their finger.
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And I think that's why these healing ministries are able to thrive.
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A lot more is because they're feeding off of all the fact that nobody wants to feel even the slightest bit of pain.
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If I have a sickness, let's pray that it goes away.
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Not that there's anything wrong with that, but maybe there's a reason you're sick.
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Maybe you should look at the deeper reason for it.
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Perhaps you should, you know, be healthier.
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Work on that, you know like, don't just try to dismiss it away, don't just try to ask God to get rid of it.
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What are your thoughts?
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Oh, well said, anna.
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Very well said, I agree.
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We live in kind of a quick fix, cheap, thrill culture.
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We want the easy road.
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We want nothing but fun times and we find that in the church there's a real fun times.
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Christianity that permeates our culture and that's not what we find in God's Word.
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We find that the narrow path is the hard road.
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It's the hard path.
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God gives us good times and we cherish them when we have them, but he also has promised us trials and afflictions in this life.
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Count the cost before you decide to become my disciple, and the cost could be high.
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In fact, the cost could be death by torture.
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Take up your cross and follow me.
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We cheapen Matthew 10, verse 36, I think it is, when we talk about our cross to bear being an unpleasant mother-in-law or something like that.
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So our cross to bear is being willing to die by torture for the sake of our Lord Jesus.
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So that's a hard road, isn't it?
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Yeah, yeah, and not too many are willing to go down that or even suffer even a little bit.
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America doesn't know what suffering is.
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Our pastor has been saying it a lot.
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We have not known what true suffering is and I listen to a lot of missionary stories.
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I read some of them from a magazine that I get from Voice of the Martyrs, so I've heard them and I share them with my kids and sometimes they ask me questions and I'll share it with them.
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But we don't know that kind of suffering.
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We don't know what it's like to go to church and wonder if someone's going to come in with a gun and just start shooting or set a place on fire just because they know we're Christian.
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We don't know what that's like.
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Our version of suffering is oh, I have a cold and I can't have that today.
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I've got this to do.
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I mean I know we all have issues.
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I mean, for example, your family went through a chronic illness, a very painful one.
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Lyme disease is awful, it's painful, and I read in your book what you guys struggled through and my heart breaks for them and I could see why someone who is in that condition would want to go and find somebody who says that they can get rid of it or that they can alleviate most of it.
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Right.
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But you have to look at that and say what is God trying to teach me through this moment?
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Rather than just trying to get rid of it?
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Because he doesn't do anything to us on purpose, because he's mean, he does it because he's got a purpose through that situation, through that season that you're going through, he's looking to grow you and you should be willing to see what that is before you just want to dismiss it and get rid of it.
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Yeah, very true.
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Yeah, very true.
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He is a sovereign God and he has a purpose for everything that he gives us.
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So, yeah, well said.
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Yeah, thank you.
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Yeah, it's a hard subject for me to talk about because even in my own family, with my husband and I, we combated about this for a while because he believes in healings and so do I because I do believe that God can do it.
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But my position is I don't believe that people have the right to say they are the healer or that I have the gift of healing.
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That's where I have a problem, and my husband gets it.
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Now he understands, but at first, like we were kind of, you know, rubbing against each other because neither of us really knew our positions well enough to defend them.
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But we're kind of more or less on the same page now.
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And that's where I believe is God can do anything.
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I call myself a soft cessationist because I've heard that before, where they don't fully believe that, no, God never does miracles, ever again.
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They do believe that he does the miracles, not people.
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He doesn't appoint people to do them anymore.
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So I mean I don't call myself that all the time, but that's what I would probably align myself with if I had to was a soft cessationist, that I believe that God can do whatever he wants, whenever he wants, however he wants.
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But I don't think people have the right to say God gave me the gift to do this.
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Yeah, that's a good way to look at it, anna.
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And if God did, then where are these people?
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Because I've never seen one.
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There are those who claim to have those gifts, but yet if you really look into the fruits they produce, there's a lot of fraud, a lot of charlatanry.
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I remember Johnny Erickson Tada was talking about how in her youth, when she was first paralyzed, she went to some of these healing ministries and they would put her and all the other people in wheelchairs into a bathroom somewhere where nobody could see them, because they couldn't heal them and they didn't want them to be seen.
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But yeah, God is probably healing anybody miraculously.
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Yeah, yeah, exactly, there's actually a new person.
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Her name's Catherine Crick.
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I just watched a video on her ministry and when you mentioned the people in the wheelchair Johnny Erickson, tata it reminded me of that, because I don't know if you know who Justin Peters is.
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He's very much wise on this subject.
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He's been to many healing ministries as well and he's got cerebral palsy.
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He's never been healed from it from one of these people, just a side note.
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But he dedicates his channel to you know, sharing the truth, and he shared a video of this woman named Catherine Crick who does a healing ministry.
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With quotation marks, the child had cerebral palsy and she was trying to get the child to walk.
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She had that child convinced that there was a demon or whatever that was afflicting the child and this girl was crying.
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She didn't want to be afflicted by her demon anymore.
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She just wanted to be healed and she had her trying to walk with her mom holding her.
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They didn't let her go because it wasn't going to happen.
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But Justin Peters was very angry when he saw that and I could barely watch it because it wasn't going to happen.
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But Justin Peters was very angry when he saw that and I could barely watch it because it made me sad.
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They're leading people astray when you don't do actual miracles and a miracle, by definition, is something that can't be explained away.
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It can't be explained by human reasoning or whatever.
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It's just you look at it and you're like I don't have an explanation for how this happened.
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That is a miracle, and I think we use that term too liberally now.
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It's a problem because then everyone thinks this is a miracle, that's a miracle, and it's just.
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The word gets watered down.
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Yeah, I caught a five pound bass.
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It's a miracle, right, you know.
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I know what you're saying.
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You know it's not.
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Yeah, yeah, exactly it's.
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I caught a five pound bass.
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It's a miracle, right?
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You know, I know what you're saying.
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You know it's not yeah, yeah, exactly.
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I'm guilty of it too, not necessarily with miracle, but just you know, there are certain words where we just use them too much, to where they actually lose their meaning, and I'm pretty sure I've used the miracle thing before too, but I'm more intentional now about not doing that because I've been learning so much about this subject.
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But it just it.
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It breaks my heart to see people led astray by people who are either just trying to make a buck or make a name for themselves, or maybe they genuinely think they have these abilities.
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But where's the fruit?
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You were mentioning fruit.
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There needs to be fruit.
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Where is the fruit?
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Why do we have so many hospitals popping up everywhere if people are able to heal left and right whenever they want?
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We still have a lot of hospitals.
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We still have a lot of doctors.
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Nobody's going out of business in that department, yet they're still putting more up.
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So either they aren't where the people are who need the help or they're just lying, and it's really upsetting.
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It is upsetting.
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Yeah, I agree with you, it's so upsetting it is upsetting, and people who don't get their miracle are usually blamed for it.
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And the reason for that is upsetting, and people who don't get their miracle are usually blamed for it, and the reason for that is that we could go a little deeper with this.
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There's a deeper, darker, insidious side to it, and that is that there's a whole incorrect metaphysic underlying all this.
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And it's interesting.
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If you start studying the Dark, occult and all kinds of other ancient mystery religions and so forth, you find the same thread throughout all that.
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So I think it's certainly a, you know, satanic, demonic deception.
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But the metaphysic I'm talking about is that that your thoughts, your, your belief, your faith is is a force.
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It's a force, you know, by which you can manipulate metaphysics.
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You can, you know, create your own reality uh, laws of attraction, that sort of thing and if you push that a little deeper, underlying all that you have Satan's old lie.
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You too can be a god.
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You can be the master of your own destiny.
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You can be a god if you just learn to manipulate this force of faith.
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It's interesting to me that people I've known who have been steeped in that.
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I don't want to sound mean, but their lives have been abysmal failures.
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I'm thinking of a time many years ago when wife and kids and I went over friends' houses back when my kids were very little, before they became ill, and these friends husband and wife and two or three kids were all really taken in by that word of faith deception, I guess I'll call it.
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And we sat around the dinner table and the kids all had horrible, horrible nose, green stuff pouring out of their noses, all had horrible colds and the parents forbade them to even wipe their noses, because to wipe the nose would be a negative confession.
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It would be acknowledging that there's an illness there.
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When we can control our own world, we can control metaphysics by our faith a positive confession.
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So if we deny that there's an illness, we're going to make there not be one, and that sort of thing.
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And I felt so bad for these kids.
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I mean, mean, just let them blow their noses, for goodness sakes, they have colds, but that's the sort of thing, that's the sort of really bad yeah I would say, demonic metaphysic.
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It's same thing we find in, you know, christian science and other places.
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It's, it's a, really, it's a deception, and a damaging one, a very damaging one yeah, I agree.
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I mean, I used to be sucked into the don't say anything negative.
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You know what.
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What's going to happen if you do kind of thing, and it's exhausting to live like that because negative things are going to happen Again.
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The Bible says so.
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So what are you?
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What are you supposed to do?
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Just clam up during a season where you're going through trouble?
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What were you supposed to do when your family was suffering so severely with your chronic illness?
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Were you supposed to just shut up and just take it?
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I mean?
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No, I mean.
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Look at Joe.